No

No 

Such a simple word 

One syllable 

Two letters 

One word and everything can stop 

Just one word 

But I seem to be falling short 

I try and try to say it 

I know I need to 

This can't carry on

But I can't 

Idk why but I can't 

I imagine your face 

And I think 

Do I have to

Let's do it another day 

Time and time again 

I push it further into the darkest parts of my brain 

One day I won't remember 

Remember this feeling 

Or how to  say that word 

It will only exist 

As a pipe dream 

With me as it's puppet