Falling apart

 I built a fortress 

My own home

That helped me to block out the light 

Always and forever 


But it seems to breaking 

Slowly little cracks showing

No matter how hard I cover them up 

Another one will come 


I am ship that had been sailing fine

But now has wholes where water floods

Even if I close every the gap

I can't erase it 

Still I will have a water 

Still the light seeps thru 

And there's nothing I can do 


But I must do something 

I can't let u ruin my hard work

I can't let u break down my walls

Only to see how broken I am


I won't 

I won't 

Even if it means pushing you away

Hurting you 

I'll do it 

So you don't have to see how i am falling apart


I don't want u to care

Cause it hurts 

It hurts to care 

It hurts to love 

It hurts to live 

And I'm falling apart 

But I won't drag u down with me



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