I'm scared

I'm scared

Scared of me 

Scared of you 

Scared of us

Why show such kindness

Such care 

As if we could be 

But we can't I know that 

But still it's addicting 

Those msg filled with love and care 

If  I took a leap of faith 

That could be all mine

But what if you reject me 

And I fall back into my abyss 

Now I have tasted it 

I don't think I can live without it

You have made me addicted 

Addicted to you 

To your love

Your kindness 

Your warmth 

And it's scary

I'm scared