It hurts

It hurts
It hurts so bad 
I've heard it time and time again
But still every word
Another knife
Pierced into me
Twisting
Making another scar 
Just another
On top of many
It's nothing
It's not new 
Not new at all so why
Why does it hurt just like the first

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