It's come

 That time in the yr

Where everything

Everyone,

changes

Why, I don't know

but they do


It's loud

Their lots of voices

Small, big, loud, quiet

What am I doing here

How did I get here

I wanna leave


I get up

They turn to look at me

Those eyes

They burn holes through me

As if to say we've got you

But why

What have I done

I can't move

As if those eyes

Can shoot

But they can't

I know they can't

So why

why can't I move...



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